Truly Madly Deeply

No mood to work … really … No mood to do anything else … How ?!?!?!?!!?
I can drop everything … really everything … if only she comes back … if only i din go to kl

Had a dream earlier this morning….
Dreamt that we were back together…everything just fell so nicely in place…Falling back into love…
Am i a loser for having such dreams…
Am i such a loser in emotions…
Am i incapicitated already…
I really loved her… ok…maybe loved is nto a good word to use here… it should be ‘love’…coz it is […]

LYRICS TO FAN YI CHEN ‘AI QIN CHENG SHI’
Rather reflective of my mood nowsadays

NO MOOD TO WORK
NO MOOD TO SHOP
NO MOOD TO PLAY GAMES
DAMN…THIS MUST THE ‘HAMBUG’ THEY’RE TALKING ABT…TINK MY LIFE IS JUST ABT TO GET AS INTERESTIN AS MS BUTTERFLY… THOUGH MAYBE STILL NOT QUITE JUST YET…

2 WORDS BEST DESCRIBE ME AT THIS POINT IN TIME…
‘LOST’ ‘CONFUSED’
WHY…
DUN ASK ME…IF I KNEW, I WOULD HAVE GOTTEN A SOLUTION ROUND IT…
ASK SUM1 ELSE…THAT PERSON BEST EXPLAINS IT…
WHO IS IT… HOWDAHELL WOULD I KNOW
IF I KNEW, THE ABOVE-MENTIONED WOULDN’T BE USED RITE !

Well was on the phone with her 2 nites ago or rather early yesterday morning… haven talked to her in for a long long while…Not seen her for 22 days & counting ; Not heard her lovely voice for 4 days to be exact…
She sounded great as usual but kinda distant.. I decided to cut […]

It’s a long long journey
Till I know where I’m supposed to be
It’s a long long journey
And I don’t know if I can believe
When shadows fall and block my eyes
I am lost and know that I must hide
It’s a long long journey
Till I find my way home to you
Many days I’ve spent
Drifting on through empty shores
Wondering […]

As the title goes…
I tink this would be probaly the numero uno Xmas of my life…
I tink nothing else in my life comes close…Really not even that one
I tink i felt the loneliest , strangest , weirdest yuletide of all men…
I tink my whole world is crumbling down… maybe not tink but seriously
I tink I’m […]

when i haf tummy ache, i’ll remember…
well, the moral of the story is
sometimes life takes so much more than it gives
but the one who makes the air I breathe
is the one who’ll fix the ceiling when it starts to leak
it may look like the end but it’s only the beginning
– the end by matthew west

23 Dec…. another day ….another year…. This is a real honest post… So if you read on, forget
Anyone seen my new blogskin… Itz kinda great… But i guess i be changing it real soon… Coz TOOMA is ….ermmmm… Well letz put it this way… She’s outta of my life… I’m still trying to be […]

A MERRY XMAS TO ALL
CLICK ON ABOVE LINK FOR MY CHEAPO XMAS GREETING TO ALL
HAHAHA….
PS: WHERE’S MY PRESENTS

Dear Friends,
Chain emails that had been received for the past years had been informative and some even became paranoid. For the benefits of those whom had received such mail either got no time to read, delete without reading, don’t worry . Below was a good summary of the past years chain mail that had been […]

David From Youth
This guy is a real story…know him personally from my Youth days…so read his achievement…

The Following Post is not suitable for Children under 21..Contents are deemed as explicit and vulgar..Appropraite Parental guidance and leading is required for reading of the following.
So beta dun read k
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Was feeling quite down and disappointed after listening to joey telling me that she can’t go to KL… sigh
i know it’s definitely not her […]

Stunned this off eve’s blog… rather meaningful
“Be very careful if you make a woman cry, because God counts her tears. The woman came out of a man’s rib; not from his feet to be walked on; not from his head to be superior, but from the side to be equal; under the arm to be […]

Today’s another busy day at work..will be goin to KL later this midnite..
goin on this trip with alot of not-so-good feelings..dunno why..just alot of butterflies in my stomach..Do feel very ‘gelak’..really dunno how to put it in words
had breakfast with freddy and junhui…talk nonsense as usual…tease them abt their ’scare-of-wife syndrome’..wahahaha
will stop here…quite bz in […]

Juz got back from Bangkok….my flight was the last flight outta Bangkok at 2015hrs…so i hit back changi at ard 2300…
went there with 1 trolley bag..came back with 3 bags…wahahaha…had a whale of a time shopping…but this trip was fatigued out by the early morning sessions of soccer and late nite sessions out with the […]

JesuafreaK…Mad Abt Jesus

Today is yet another madcap day….been answering calls non-stop…so decided to hang up my lines and off my HP… really buay tahan liaos…goin krazy soon…
Then the stoopid FC keeps changing this and that…alamak…You’re leaving on the 9th and today is 7th liaos…stop changing for goodness sake……then i got one customer who’s room at KL this […]

NOW GUYS…THIS IS WAT U GUYS SHOULD READ…I FEEL SO … … FREED BY WAT I JUZ READ…AN EXCITING NEW RELEVATION FOR ALL MANKIND….PLS READ K…FROM NOW ON I EAT VEG…REALLY READ ON TO SEE WAT ACTUALLY INSPIRED ME…I WILL BOLD MY FAVE
Q: I’ve heard that cardiovascular exercise can prolong life. Is this true?
A: […]

Now is the peak of my work…henceforth not much time to go church actually…also not much time to blog..so will try to squeeze as much in a post as possible…wahahaha
How are things with me…this seems to be the common question directed at me lately…hmmm…do i look haggard…do i look sian-ed….
i tink my life is great…ahaha…especially […]

This si a very nice song i guess….close to my heart la….
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More Than Words
Saying I love you
Is not the words I want to hear from you
It’s not that I want you
Not to say, but if you only knew
How easy it would be to show me how you feel
More than words is all you have to […]